The fires had been burning for weeks. The smoke could be seen as far away as Tacoma to the south, and a black haze filled the air for miles and miles in different directions, depending on which way the wind was blowing.
The fact that all of this destruction was caused by human beings made Won’s head spin. There had been no earthquake, no tornado, no tsunami; just humanity in all its destructive power.
The people had gradually lost faith in literally every aspect of their society. Then, in a tremendous powder keg moment, President Aiken had panicked and declared martial law in eight major cities, and the reaction was revolt. The nation had been torn down in a massive, violent upheaval toward anarchy and chaos. The government had broken down, authority had been removed, and people had been burning and destroying ever since.
Won couldn’t believe the things he’d seen. He’d always known, in some abstract way, that people had been acting out great atrocities as long as there had been people, but to see it happen was mind-boggling. Ordinary people, men and women he’d seen on the bus and in cafes, were killing and raping and looting with a wantonness that was overwhelming.
Won needed to move again to get some food, which meant going back into the dangerous Seattle streets. He checked that his gun was loaded before putting it back in the waistband of his pants, adjusted the ski goggles that made it possible to keep his eyes open amidst the smoke, then stepped out into the unnatural fog.
The trick was to walk quickly, with purpose, and avoid looking anyone in the face. The method wasn’t perfect, but it was the best he could do to move around the city, and he needed food.
He walked nine or ten blocks before he rounded a corner on the fifth rape he’d seen in the last month. It was a lone man acting out violence on a woman who’d found herself alone in the street. It was another moment where he saw the weak being preyed on by the stronger. Rage bubbled up from within him and before even making a conscious choice he pulled the gun from his waistband, rushed the son of a bitch, and pistol-whipped him across the temple. The rapist never saw Won coming, too caught up in his perverted violence, and he crumpled sideways after being struck with the revolver. Won moved quickly and kicked the rapist in his face, introducing the bridge of his foot to the bridge of the rapist’s nose.
Won positioned himself between the woman and her attacker, aiming the barrel of the gun at the man’s face. Dazed for a few moments, the rapist shook his head and looked up at Won.
“The fuck’s your problem, man?!? Why don’t you mind your own fucking business?”
Won didn’t respond verbally to the man, he simply pulled back the hammer of the revolver. The click of the gun as it cocked sent his message loud and clear.
The rapist stood up and spit on the concrete, his hand never left his nose. He started to back away from Won and the woman.
“You broke my fucking nose, man!”
The man realized there was nothing he could get from this situation but a bullet, turned, and ran into the haze.
It wasn’t safe for them to remain in the street, exposed like they were.
Won slipped his jacket off and placed it around the woman’s shoulders. He whispered, “I’m sorry, but we need to get off the street, fast.” She was still shaking, but she nodded that she understood and let Won help her to her feet. He ushered her as gently and quickly as he could into a nearby doorway where they crouched in the shadows.
They sat in the darkness, her hands tightly gripping Won’s forearm. Her fingernails were digging into his flesh, her rage and her fear manifesting in the same gesture.
Won wondered at the idea that people were reveling in the lack of order. It was as if the majority of people had monsters inside who were just waiting for an excuse to kill, to take, to destroy, to violate. When the societal boundaries had gone, so many people had become animals overnight.
Won wanted to wake up, to find out that it had all been a horrible dream, but he knew it was real. He sat there in the shadows and tried to remember what hope felt like, but to no avail.